Mixed feelings

The protagonist decides not to share his thoughts with his mother, confident that this is not his problem. Despite this, he experiences tension when his mother compares him to Uncle Roma after his return from fishing.

He turns to a psychotherapist in search of support and an interlocutor, given that his friend Max has left, and it seems unreasonable to share his thoughts with Zhenya. Suddenly, Natell joins them, carrying a new yoga disc and cookies. In the process of making tea, Natell begins to get nervous, unable to cope with unpacking the bag.

The psychotherapist meets the hero with a smile and interest, listening to his worries about the repetition of his father's fate, Uncle Roma and other problems. The psychotherapist invites the hero to write a letter to his father, expressing all his feelings and thoughts.

Going to the park where cyclists ride, the hero sees Naruto there, which lifts his mood. He feels sad and decides to invite Zhenya to the park to share his thoughts. The hero tells Zhenya about his fears, including the fear of repeating the fate of his father. Zhenya comforts him by saying that his fears are normal and shares his own internal struggles.

Zhenya admits that she suffers from the wrong perception of people and was like a psychiatrist because of this. They laugh at their "nutters" but then have serious conversations about their problems.

The hero listens to Zhenya with respect and compassion, realizing that they both face internal demons. He is relieved to realize that he is not alone in his suffering, and is grateful to Zhenya for his openness.

Immersed in conversation, they discuss their aspirations and dreams, discovering common interests and values. The hero feels that he found not only support in Zhenya, but also an ally in the fight against his own worries.

As the evening progresses, they continue to walk around the park, sharing memories and funny stories from the past. The hero realizes that even in the darkest moments of life, you can find light and support if you open up to others and share your diseases.

Standing at sunset, they embrace, feeling the warmth and understanding of each other. The hero thanks Zhenya for her support and promises to be her just as reliable friend.

Returning home, the hero feels lighter and more confident in his future. He understands that even in the most difficult moments of life, you can find strength and hope if you trust your loved ones and open up to support.

01.05.2024

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