Power games

In the morning, I decided to return home early to avoid meeting Natell, who, as usual, tried to intervene in our affairs. My girlfriend Zhenya was preparing for exams, and I did not want to stop her from concentrating on her studies. She has been very reticent about her future plans, refusing to share even the most basic information about her curricula.

When I got home, I found no one in the living room or kitchen. I heard a conversation between my mother and Natell on the balcony, and decided to overhear their conversation. Natell clearly expressed her doubts about my choice in the person of Zhenya, hinting at her age and status. My mum was advised by her to be careful not to risk her future with someone she didn't think met expectations.

I couldn't contain my anger and interjected into the conversation, expressing my displeasure at such comments. However, my mother chose to support Natell, which left me frustrated and feeling betrayed. I decided to leave them and go to Zhenya, feeling depressed and underestimated in my own family.

I was sorry to leave the house, but I decided to take only the essentials with me, fearing that my mother might dispose of my things. My railway, which was my hobby, was the last thing I wanted to lose and I hoped it would remain intact.

Coming to Zhenya, I told her about what I heard on the balcony. She listened to me with understanding, but her face expressed concern. We discussed the situation and came to the conclusion that it is important to remain decisive in our decisions, despite external pressures and doubts from others.

In the evening, when I got home, I found that my mother and Natell had already left. They don't seem to have noticed my absence. I breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time I was disappointed that my family was so easily without me.

Pulling myself together, I decided to sort out my feelings and actions. I was aware that my reaction to the situation with Natell and my mother was emotional and spontaneous, and I needed to find ways to better control my emotions in situations like this.

That evening I arranged a long conversation with Zhenya about our relationship, our plans for the future and how we can support each other in difficult moments. This conversation helped me feel more confident and stable in my decisions.

Every day I realized that real strength and support is in our relationship and how we interact with each other. I found in Zhenya the support and understanding that helped me overcome difficult moments in my life.

So while family intrigue and external pressures can be difficult, I have found the strength and determination to go forward, building my own destiny and making decisions that align with my values and beliefs.

30.04.2024

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